2AM 2PM... BIG BANG???

hello Kpop fans out there....

as i wrote this entry (long time no write maaaaa), i listen to my ear candy song by baek ji young and my hot taecyeon (my??). the song was debuted in 2009... but i only listen to it in 2012... so yesterday...

the title... shows the top 3 favourite kpop band in my chart.. yeah.... first i am so addicted to BIG BANG (especially Dae Sung and Taeyang and TOP and Seungri and GD.. ok fine, ALL OF THEM :p) and i was so attracted to haru haru song because of its melody. Ever since, i start to know all these KPOP songs... i start to know SUJU, SNSD, SHINEE.... bla3.... yeah.. because of haru haru song by BIG BANG which i listened in 2010... So late to know them.....

After that... I started to watch every korean drama and movies... because before that time, I was so addicted to Japanese and Hollywood movies.. not to mention Bollywood's..... Yeah, actually i pretty universal.. so "layann je" everything which attract me...

I start to favour 2PM because of Dream High... and my favourite: Taecyeon and Woo Young!!! I start to know 2AM because 2009 SBS Gayo Daejun... (SBS Music Festival)... which i watch it in end of 2011.. ok SO YESTERDAY!!.. 

in my opinion... JYP songs are soo good.. and all of their singers include JYP himself... (JYP= park jin young, asian legend) are so in to the songs that they are singing.. I can feel the soul of the song, even though i am a MALAY.. and not speak korean at all.... (tiba-tiba aje jd penganalisis kan...). Ok tak nak cakap banyak... picture time!!

love them!

p/s: Still wait for BIG BANG 2012... ALIVE....

The Haru Haru song....

Selamat Hari Raya = Safe Day Raya???

HaHa

The title is just a wish from me.. I actually dont know what to say, when suddenly there are some people who follow my blog.. Thanks so much.. Actually, this blog is a personal blog. Thus, if you read something toooooo personal, just read it and ignore it..  

Anyway.. thanks again.. And Selamat Hari Raya.....

Endless love????

My love, there's only you in my life, 

The only thing that's right. My first love, you're every breath that I take, You're every step I make. And I, I want to share, all my love with you, No one else will do. And your eyes, they tell me how much you care. Oh yes, you will always be, my endless love.

Two hearts, two hearts that beat as one. 

Our lives have just begun. Forever, I'll hold you close in my arms, I can't resist your charm. My love, I'll be a fool, for you I'm sure, You know I don't mind. Cause you, you mean the world to me. Oh, I know I've found in you, my endless love.

And love, I'll be that fool, for you, I'm sure. 

You know I don't mind. And yes, you'll be the only one. Cause no one can deny, This love I have its fine. I'll give it all to you, My love, my love, my endless love.

This song is Endless Love by Diana Ross and Lionel Ritchie..

Look at the lyrics.. its so touching and lovely.. even myself is so into this song when I listen to it...

It makes me wonder, Is love is so LOVELY??? Based on my experience, I dont think so... Or perhaps, I still not meet my soul mate or... whatever..

One thing for sure, I will sing this song to my husband one day....

Freshen Up!!! Do Not Be so Full Of Yourself

p/s: Give the best in your life.....

Dangerous... Do Not Involve

As I wrote this entry, I feel so bored, that until I dont even know what to do... So let me share some story that perhaps very common but it always occur recently in my life, MY HECTIC LIFE....

You see, I am very friendly person. I can easily become friends with others (not everybody actually). So with my laughter and my talkative personality most of people easily attract to me. I am absolutely not showing off myself, just to tell you the reality.

So, this personality, had bring me to what so called, married man. They do like me, and flirt with me! Give me flying kiss... Called me "sayang"... trying to kiss me?!!! What a disgust! Oh my God! I suppose they should understand about me, I am absolutely not flirt with them.. just being friendly.. thats all...

Sometimes, I feel that, I should become snob and jerk... So all those man will not flirt with me... Don't You think??

Perlu ke bercinta?

As the topic in malay, so I like to write about it in Malay...

Hari ini aku nak tulis dalam bahasa melayu.. topik paling hot dalam kalangan single2 yg nk couple, ataupun, yg pernah couple tp clash (mcm aku).. huhu. Anyway, balik pada topik yg aku nak luahkan pada hari ni, malam ni. Aku nak ceritakan pengalaman aku sendiri, perasaan aku sendiri..


Aku dilahirkan sebagai anak tunggal, masa umur 5 tahun, abah aku meninggal. So aku membesar hanya dengan kasih sayang mak (SAYANG MAK!). Hidup aku nampak normal, tapi sebenarnya dari segi psikologi, aku kekurangan kasih sayang dari seorg lelaki (abah aku la).... aku hanya membesar dengan kasih sayang seorang perempuan... nampak macam tak bersyukur aje kan? Tapi renungkan secara psikologinya, anak2 perlu membesar dengan kedua ibu bapa... so renung2kan.. lau tak faham, buat2 faham...


Anyway, akibat dari sejarah hidup aku yang begitu, maka aku sangat la tak pandai bergaul dengan lelaki, time sekolah, aku tak pernah suka kawan ngan laki... lagi2 diorg suka sgt ejek aku... buli aku, kacau aku, lagi laaaaaaaaaa aku TAK SUKA.. Akibat sikap aku lah, aku tak de kawan laki, in fact takde kawan sgt pon... best fren jauh sekali...


So, pekara ni berterusan sampai time sekolah menengah... Aku tak pernah ada bestfren, sampailah aku form 4, mase tu aku kenal ngn sorg bdk prempuan ni... nama dia? dirahsiakan... dia la secara tak langsung ajar aku mcmne nak kwn ngn dak laki. So dari situ la, aku start mengenali dunia lelaki mcmne... dan dari situ la start ak rse nak men cintan cintun ni.... wahaha, lawak btul time tu...


Masuk je matrik, mcm2 cabaran yg dtg... godaan yg pling besar ade lah bile tgk org kapel, mcm best aje... pastu renung diri sendiri, knapa takde org nak ajak aku kapel? tak lawa ke aku? tak cantik ke aku? Bodoh disitu, tp tu la ape yg aku rse.... Mule la mse tu ak minat kat bdk stu praktikum ngn aku... Mse tu aku tak pndai lagi nak cover2 kan, so satu praktikum tahu! Damn... malu gila.. but aku blajar dari kesilapan tu... The best part mse matrik, ak dpt best fren laki, for the first time... nmenye? RAHSIA...


Keinginan ntuk kapel, makin terasa bile dah msuk U... Bak kate cikgu2 sekolah aku, nak bercinta, cari yg U.. So dgn amanat ckgu aku, chewah! ak pun meneruskan misi cari pakwe@ bakal suami.. hahaha poyo.... Ttbe, pada sem ke 2, cosmate aku ngaku suka kat aku, dan finally, aku couple... Tapi, hidup tak selalunya indah, mule2 best, tp lme2 like hell, dy da la suke mengongkong aku.. cemburu buta... ttbe aku rase mnyesal, mcm ni ke kapel?? mcm HELL... so at the end, aku decide ntuk PUTUS.... so berakhrla cerita 'cinta' aku...


Actually, pnjg lg citernye, tp biar la mcm ni je...


So, pointnye disini, bile kte couple, kte akn rse nk single... ble kite dah single... terasa la plak nak couple.. serius, ape yg aku rse skrg ni......
Pada aku, bile bercinta.. kite kene bersedia untuk sakit... Love is the best pain... You hate it, but at the same time, you want it so badly.... 
Kadang2 bile aku renungkan, ade hikmahnye kenapa agama kita ajar kita bercinta lepas nikah..


Nasihat untuk kawan2 yang belum pernah couple... JANGAN COUPLE..... Bercinta lepas nikah k? lagi selamat..

Complex and Ungrateful

Today is a very busy day... Today, I realize that, finally realize that, I am a complex person, cannot be defined easily, cannot be understand simply. Wow, that shocked me, truly. All these years, almost 21 years I lived, I feel that, I am just an ordinary girl, just girl next door, but seems that, not all people surrounding me know who am I. Hmm... My supervisor had problems with me, she thinks that I am not interested to follow her, to her with her works because of my attitude. She took me wrong. I feel miserable because of that. I am actually an open person, very 'do not mind' person. Huh, I guess, nobody can understand everyone perfectly. And, I have learned my lesson.

Ungrateful... of course it is NOT ME. It is about my friend's girlfriend. I sincerely feel that, his girlfriend is so much attitude!! So spoil brat!! She do not deserve such a very generous man like my friend. I feel sorry for him, to love someone who actually take advantage of him..... and he does not realize that! For GOD sake, I hope that he will realize that he love wrong person... he devoted his love to the wrong girl! Hopefully, he will not marry her.....